2008年4月3日

Some Questions About Me

被朋友在線上抓到回答這些問題。(好啦,你知道美女總是無法抵擋溫柔善良的人)
為了某些朋友,把這些問題用英文又回答一遍。
(For some friends, I will answer these questions in English again. XD)(Ok, you know I love you guys.....)

A.被點到名字的要在自己的Blog裡寫下自己的答案,然後去掉一個你最不喜歡的問題再加上一個你的問題,仍然組成20個問題,傳給其他8個人,列出其他8個需要回答問題的人的名字,還要到這8個人的Blog裡留言通知對方~你被點名了,被點名者不得拒絕回答問題,完成遊戲的人將會永遠得到大家的祝福。

B.這8個人要在自己的Blog裡註明是從哪裡接到的,並且在傳給其他8個人,讓遊戲繼續下去,不得回傳。被點到名字的人將會得到大家的祝福,並且所有美好的願望都會在不久的將來實現。


問題如下:

點我名的是:死貓

1.最後悔的事是什麼? What is the most thing you regret?
我從來不後悔。 I never regret.

2.最近讓你快樂的事,是什麼事? What makes you happy recently?
認識新朋友。 Make new friends.

3.你目前對人生的看法是? What is your opinion to your life now?
平安。 To have a peaceful life.

4.你最無法忍受他人在你面前做出什麼樣的舉動或是行為? What behaviour you can not stand that other people do it in front of you?
沒頭腦的亂講話。 Talking without thinking.

5.對目前的週遭生活還滿意嗎? Are you satisfied with your life now?
是。 Yes.

6.最受不了自己的哪個缺點? What is the worst shortcomings you don't like?
不積極。 Not positive.

7.如果有不開心的事情,你會怎麼辦? If there's any thing makes you unhappy, what will you do?
去大吃跟半夜在街上唱歌。 Eating a lot and singing on the street at midnight.

8.什麼事情是你這輩子最想完成的夢想? What is the dream you want to accomplish in your life?
嫁人(默) To marry to someone. (silence.......)

9.五年內比較想實現的目標是什麼? What is the goal you want to achieve in 5 years?
應該要回答拿到博士吧,但是我不介意先拿到Tiffany。(笑) I suppose to answer to get PhD, right? But I don't mind, if I got Tiffany first. (laugh)

10.遇到這輩子最快樂的事情,最想立刻跟誰分享? Whom will you share with if the happiest thing comes to you?
我家的美惠。Marisol.

11.孤獨是什麼? What is loneliness?
是人生必要的狀態。是你如何與自己相處。 A necessary status in your life, and how do you stay with yourself.

12.婚姻對你而言是什麼? What is marriage to you?
一個承諾。一種生活。一段關係。一種制度。一顆Tiffany! A commitment, a life, a relationship, a system, and a Tiffany!

13.如果你中了四億樂透,你會不會跟你的另一伴說你中獎了? If you won 4 hundred million lottery, will you tell your partner this?
會。不過需要分他嗎?我想要買一整間圖書館。 Yes, but do we need to share? (ha) I want to but a library.

14.說出點你名的人的3個優點? Please notified three excellences from the one who choose you into this game.
熱心。契而不捨。誠實。 passion, never easily give up, honest.

15.你愛不愛點你名的人?講句想對他說的話唄~ Do you love her or him? Please tell something to her or him.
愛,但不是那種愛。小心美麗的女人。Yes, but not that kind of love. Be careful the beautiful women. (They are spiders.)

16.最羨慕哪一種人? What kind of people do you admire?
純樸簡單的人。 the simple one.

17.如果可以讓你擁有一項超能力,你想要哪種? If you ca own a superpower, what will you want?
飛。(可以說還想要跟暴風女一樣嗎?) the ability to fly. (Can I say I wish to be the Storm?)

18.如果能讓你實現一個願望,會是什麼? If you can accomplish one wish immediately, what will that be?
立刻死去。 To die immediately.

19.如果你曾經有夢想的話,你夢想的原型是什麼? If you had a dream, what is the ideal type of your dream?
我不是很懂這個題目。夢想的原型? I don't get it: the ideal type of my dreams?

20.如果上帝讓你可以在你人生裡,改變一件事,你希望是什麼? If God let you change one thing in your life, what will you wish for?
讓自己笨一點。 To make me a little stupid. (not to think too much?)

While you were sleeping,

there's a smile on your face.

I opened my eyes to look at you, tired face
with pure childish.
Made me almost can't handle my feeling to give
you a kiss.

I did.

And you turned away
to find a suitable position to sleep.

I smiled.

Now you probably slept again, I just image the way you might look tonight.

Wish that I could give you a kiss with angel's smile.

2008年3月2日

My HOPEMAP 我們的希望地圖:公民社會的實現

我們的希望地圖,由出版人郝明義先生所發起的一個網路希望地圖活動。
HOPEMAP

在網路web 2.0的時代,這可能不是第一個透過網路互動展現公民社會聲音的案例。不過透過光點連結願望成為圖畫的方式到真是個創舉。另我感動的不僅僅是郝先生這麼先進地用了網路互動模式,技術是死的,但是人的連結跟思想是活的,這個試圖利用網路文化的力量在台灣政治泥沼中開創出一條屬於台灣公民的道路,以及發聲的模式,真的很令人感動。

於是我想了很久。幾乎足足有一天之久。到底我要在這個希望地圖上放些什麼呢?同志政策嗎?這好像視很理所當然地選擇,但是只有這樣嗎?我對於台灣社會是否還有期待更多?如果有,那會是什麼?

經過了幾乎一天之後,我終於在這個希望地圖的網站上寫下我的願望。

建立個人公民認同,尊重社會多元文化

在台灣的每個人都能學習如何成為公民社會(civil society)中的公民,建立公民認同(citizen identity),並從建立各我認同的過程中體認尊重社會多元文化,不同性別、性傾向、性別認同、族群的人都能夠有自信,有尊嚴,彼此相互尊重地生活在 台灣的社會。

我之所以寫下這樣的希望,不單單是對於這塊土地上面人民的期待。當我來到泰國之後,我發現,台灣擁有的經驗其實視非常可貴的。台灣人民在許許多多的事件上面所展現出來的公民意識,其實是遠遠超過許多亞洲國家的。我常常在想,台灣的民主其實並沒有真的深根於社會,我們並沒有教育我們自己如何反省,如何透過反省進一步去達到更美好的社會。我們的社會永遠處於一種分裂的狀態之中,這個分裂來自於很多錯綜複雜的社會、歷史、文化脈絡。錯誤建築在另一個錯誤,遺憾立基於另一個遺憾之上。但是像樂生的案件,許多社區對於環保議題的關注,或者許多教師對於進步性別教育的投入,卻又展現出台灣公民社會自我成長的一面。而這一面,總是讓我感動萬分。

我之前在自己的BBS板上post了一篇我對於泰國前首相回到泰國的一些看法,或許我之後會再整理好post上來。我之所以提這個的原因是,台灣的民主並不是沒有成長的,如果你跳脫電視上的政治嘈雜,轉身去看我們所謂的公民社會,你會發現這個社會的公民正用著萌懂的方式摸索自己的道路。也許速度不夠快到讓台灣成為一個誠熟的公民社會,如果是,我也不必寫下這樣的願望,但是她正在成長中。

因此,我希望,台灣有一天能夠成為真正的公民社會,建立起自己的公民意識與公民認同,然後從這樣的經驗之中去相互了解,每個公民都是獨一無二的個體,正是這樣的多元,才能形成多元社會文化的繽紛。而沒有人,用一種非理性的姿態指責異我。

有可能嗎?就讓我們抱有這樣的希望吧。

如果你認同我的希望,可以至HOPEMAP的網頁上搜尋我的希望,http://hopemap.net/HopeDetail.php?hid=954,或者鍵入關鍵字:公民認同,並點選連結我的希望。
但我更希望你寫下你自己的願望,並看看、想想其他人為何寫下這樣的願望。

互動絕對不是只停留在技術層面的!

HOPEMAP: 我們的希望地圖

2008年2月22日

Bohemian Rhapsody

This one of the most popular songs from Queen. You have to say Youtube is really an amazing place just like OZ. Because Faye Wong, I found the version of her concert and also the original MV from Queen. And even one from Elton John. Now you can see how amazing that is. Each version has different style, Wong is much classic, cold but still rock; Elton John is not quite suitable for this song but Axl Rose was with such powerful. But, But, But No One can compare with Freddy.



I myself love this song very much. How can Freddy mixed rock, musical and even classical together but still 100% rock !? And I have to say this song is so gay and full the anger to the society. Yes, I think the anger is one of the key elements of Rock. Without this inner anger you won't create the song like this. Oh, I miss the old times even I wasn't there.

the lyrics
http://www.lyricsfreak.com/q/queen/bohemian+rhapsody_20112599.html

Axl Rose,Elton John & Queen - Bohemian Rhapsody (live)


Queen - Bohemian Rhapsody (Live At Wembley Stadium 1986)


【Live】 Faye Wong - Bohemian Rhapsody

Eyes on Me



Will someday you come to here and see this? And you will find that I'm so eager for your smile, your eyes on me during these days. The story of Final Fantasy is always sad, but touches the lonely hearts. This song was sang by the Diva 'Faye Wang' who is the most of the most to Chinese gays. How I wish we had her courage, dare to be herself, dare to love, dare to live with love but without regret. As I said, I never want to push you, but even that I still can not hide my feelings to you. So I just wish, one day there will be one day, that you will see your eyes in mine.

Eyes on Me

Whenever sang my songs 
on the stage on my own
Whenever said my words 
Wishing they would be heard
 
I saw you smiling at me 
Was it real or just my fantasy
You'd always be there in the corner of this tiny little bar

My last night here for you 
same old songs just once more
My last night here with you 
Maybe Yes Maybe No
 
I kind of liked it your way 
How you shyly placed your eyes on me
Did you ever know that I had mine on you?
 
Darling So there you are 
with that look on your face
As if you've never hurted 
As if you've never down
Shall I be the one for you 
Who pinches you softly but sure
If frown is shown then 
I will know that you are no dreamer
 
So let me come to you 
Close as I wanted to be
Close enough for me to feel your heart beating fast
 
and stay there as I whisper
How I loved your peaceful eyes on me
Did you ever know that I had mine on you?
 
Darling So share with me
your love if you have enought
your tears if you're holding back
of pain If that's what it is
How can I let you know 
I'm more than the dress and the voice
Just reach me out then you will know that you're not dreaming


And this is another version.